Astrology SUCKS!!

People all over the world who know me ,think I'm a person who believes in astrology and horoscope forecasts!!! But of late I feel like a fool to actually even think on those lines. My life is at a stage where my time of birth and my place of birth matter the most! MARRIAGE. But it shows negative forecasts only. Yes there was a time when my life was ruled by the free love compatability tools available online but not anymore! My stupidity ended today because I suddenly remembered what my family astrologer once predicted for my life! The man in my life whose name has to have the alphabets A, K and I. Now where did I let that guy of mine slip?? Childish fantasies of falling in love, getting married to the man I love, having kids, being a great mother and an even better wife, now seem like an abyss.Even if I do meet someone with that combination o alphabets in his name, I will just look away. Life never gives a second chance. It wont give me and I'm sure it wont give you either!!